I've never been defined. I'm not white, not black, not hispanic. I'm not loud, but niether am I quiet. You can't call me fat (per say), but I'm definately NOT SKINNY. As you can see by my stats...I have quite a journey.
hw: 211 (lbs)
lw1:192 (recently)
lw2:186 (overall)
cw:202
sgw:200 DONE-DONE-DONE-DONE-DONE
1gw: 192
2gw: 186
3gw: 179
4gw: 168
ug1:150
overal ug:130 lbs!

You beat them all. They threw everything at you. They tried to beat you down. But you know what, you’re unstoppable, Kurt. I’m so proud to be your dad. They can never take this away from you. Right now, in this moment, on this day, you won.

(Source: namone, via chriscolferluver)

3 months ago
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now THIS is a really beautiful body. My Inspiration!

now THIS is a really beautiful body. My Inspiration!

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3 months ago
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39303) Every time I look in the mirror I think: “Nope, still fat.”

(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders, via myonesidedconversation)

4 months ago
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HOVERING

im hovering around 197 lbs. I need to do something drastic. i’m going to start doing cardio again EVERY MORNING and limiting my calories just until i get below 190 then I can ease up on my diet and exercize every other day. I feel like im going crazy. I want to look at the scale every morning and every night, I hate feeling my fat gut but i cant stop myself from pinching at it in disgust. ive been too depressed to do anything for the last couple of weeks. I sleep in and watch tv all day trying to stay away from the kitchen. The only time I snap out of it is on the weekend when I go out with my friends. But i cant even do that without creating a new masterpiece on my wrist. I’m tired of this rut ive gotten myself into…

4 months ago
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1 GW reached!!

today I woke up and checked my scale (as usual) and it said 198.4. 198 pounds!! It may not be a good weight, it may not excite anyone else, and it may be too soon for rejoicing (considering i have 50 more pounds to go) BUT GOSH DARNIITT IM PROUD!!!! i’ve lost 8 pounds so far and it really hasn’t been as bad as i had imagined. i may ACTUALLY reach my ultimate goal…

4 months ago
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starve-d:

Isn’t it amazing how you can go from being really happy and calm to incredibly suicidal in just a few moments.

(Source: deadb0nes)

3 months ago
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There’s Nothing Like It

  • A good workout (not counting till it begins to hurt)
  • A beautiful playlist
  • Surviving on less(cuz i’m better than the rest)
  • Saying ‘No, thank you. I’m full.”

TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY.

4 months ago
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i have this weird self esteem problem where i hate myself yet i still think i’m better than everyone else

(Source: kingofhyrule, via makemeskinny4summer)

4 months ago
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